MyBeautifulDemise

Its been so long since I had a journal entry here on deviantart and there is so much to tell since 2010! I'll just give everyone the short version, I am currently 8 months pregnant and I have a wonderful boyfriend who I love very much with all my heart! We are soon going to move into a place of our own and will live together happily! Although there are still some kinks to work out, I'm somewhere between content and happy with the way my life is right now. Yes I wish there were alot of things different but as I've always believed, just go with the flow. I don't want to say that everything happens for a reason because I know thats not entirely

ok so this friday that jus tpast, i went to my friend Kaitlynn's house to hang out! so it was all my friends there: Kaitlynn, my gf Hattie, Wil, Derek, my sis Emily, Jori, Jaqui and Cody! Ethan eventually joined us but anyways! so we went into Kaitlynn's room and we played the game I Never and i lost like every single time! i have done alot of bad shit in my life but this is the first time i have ever been so ashamed of it!! we only played like 2 or 3 games before it was official that i was the only one getting naked!! but my gf Hattie put a blanket over me so no one could actually SEE me so it was all ok! then we all went to the hichman park

It always has been. It always will be. When someone says they love you, it's more than likely not true. It's more than likely a fake, a joke, an utter lie. When someone says they love you and you say it back, your surrendering yourself to pain almost willingly. There is no such thing as love. There is no such thing as a soul mate, there is no such thing as a happily ever after, none of that exists. If someone tells you otherwise, as them what planet do they live on? Because to me, it sounds like a nice fantasy world where everything is almost perfect. Then tell them to wake up! That this is the real world! A world of hurt and lies. A world of